I think maybe it should, but i can’t be bothered, so just the second part will be password protected…
After almost a year of councelling, the date of my last session is agreed. It’s in 6 weeks time. Who knows if i’ll ever be ‘right’…I don’t think i even know what that is any more, so how can i know if i’m ‘better’? I know there’s still something, becasue when I try and think about it, it makes me cry, but i can never get a grasp on what it is.
ell anyway, let’s say a whole lot of sessions have gone past and this week, something came up that hasn’t before. It’s something that I think i’ve known for a long time, perhaps always known but never wanted to admit.
As soon as she asked, it clicked.
I have been for as long as I can remember.
At least now, I think i know a big part of the problem that I just couldn’t figure out.