I think an accurate look inside my mind is easily achieved. No one can say they don’t know what I’m thinking about.
Just look at my Pinterest account and you’ll see it all laid out there.
In all honesty, there is one thing that occupies my mind 99% of the time at the moment….and I’m not sure how that goes down with most people.
The future. The wedding. The house. The babies.
The Fella and I have been together almost 6 months, a comparatively short amount of time, I agree. We talk about the future a lot and we’re very excited that we get to be part of eachothers and that we want the same things.
I can see the look on people’s faces when he and I openly make refrence to ‘when we get married’ or ‘when we have a baby’, it’s shock. Looks passed between eachother and whispers when my back is turned.
In all honesty, I am in shock myself. I had pretty much given up on ever finding someone, let alone someone like him. I’ve been through a lot to get here and likewise for him too, probably even more so. We deserve to be happy.
I go through a range of emotions when people react the way they do: smug, embarrassed, self conscious and then a bit of anger. Yes, it’s quick but who are they to judge.
Like The Fella himself said,
“They say when you know, you know. I know.”